August 20

With each new dawn a new feeling of joy in knowing that God does surely bless us and gives us all we need to sustain this body and life. I am fine after the hospital ordeal yesterday and can with a great deal of angst say I felt nothing. I now have to catch up on all I had to put off untill today. But at least there that option open to me. What me worry!

It often is not enough to simply want God to help us. We must initiate the contacy by going to him in prayer. in this his world we can do little. "He has given us the power to reject him and his word. Only through him can we accept him and believe. He is after all our God , would you expect less. Only through our contact with him can we effectively communicate. It is Gods wish that we all come to salvation through His son. This is a way for us to come to him. We often think that we must initiate the contact. I n this case we actually can we can come to God through our prayers. If we must wait for an answer it will come in His time. When he is ready, Not necessarily when we are.